Episodes

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! /////RE-RELEASE///// Welcome to episode 35—recorded straight from the road! This week, my subbie and I are taking you along for the ride (literally) as we unpack the fun, flirty, and flat-out functional ways to spice up your FLR dyna…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! /////RE-RELEASE///// This week, I’m responding to all the commentary—good, bad, and WTF—that’s been rolling in across TikTok, Twitter, and everywhere else FLR gets people in their feelings. From accusations of cheating and failed mar…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! /////RE-RELEASE ////// Let’s keep this cuckolding conversation rolling. This week, I dig deeper into the emotional side of this lifestyle—what happens after you say yes, how to build a dynamic that works for YOU, and why the hell so …

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! ///// RE-RELEASE ///// Let’s talk about the “C-word.” No, not that one—cuckolding. This week I’m unpacking the emotional side of cuckolding from the woman’s perspective. Not porn, not fantasy—but what it actually feels like when your…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! ///// RE-RELEASE ///// This week is a little different—I'm giving you a short storytime episode straight from the heart (and the hot mess that followed). I’m talking about one of my very first cuckolding experiences, what went wrong,…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! ///// RE-RELEASE ///// This Episode, I’m diving deep into one of the best blog posts I've ever read about Female-Led Relationships— The Cheese , written by Jo...

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! /////. RE-RELEASE. ///// So, what actually makes a good subbie? This week, I’m joined by my favorite human—my subbie, my husband, my chaos co-pilot—for a raw, cozy, occasionally ridiculous chat from our camper (yep, it’s cold, the li…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! ///// RE-RELEASE ///// This week I’m talking directly to you, my beautiful dommes and the subs who serve them. Because as much as FLR is about power dynamics and structure, it’s also about real-life partnership—and that means growth …

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! ///// RE-RELEASE ///// Time for a little kinky math—because if you’ve ever wondered how swinging and a female-led relationship intersect (and whether that equals cuckolding), this episode is for you. This week, I unpack the differenc…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! /////. RE-RELEASE. ///// Okay, so this episode is a little bit Q&A, a little bit therapy, a little bit giggles from the bed—welcome to real life in a Female-Led Relationship. In this one, I’m joined by my subbie for a full sessio…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! Okay, friends—NEW EPISODE! And we’re back, for real this time. This episode is part update, part catch-up, and very much a heart-to-heart. If you’re new here, welcome to the chaos. If you’ve been around a while, thank you for hanging…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! ///// RE-RELEASE //// Let’s talk about spanking—again. But this time, I’m coming at it from a totally new angle that honestly blew my mind a little. In this episode, I’m digging into the idea of spanking as therapy (yes, you read tha…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! Hey, lovely listeners! In this episode, we dive into the of changing our living style while exploring my favorite world of male chastity. Amidst the chaos of winter mishaps and family health challenges, I discuss our future plans, cr…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! ///// RE-RELEASE ///// In this episode, I get to open up about one of my life long favorite things, Cock and Ball Torture (CBT) with a mix of humor, personal stories, and insights from Uberkinky.com's beginner's guide. I go over the …

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! ///// RE-RELEASE ///// Join my shit show as I take you on a day-long journey through my Female-Led Relationship (FLR). From morning rituals to evening routines, we dive into how daily chores become intimate bonding moments. This epis…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! ///// RE-RELEASE ///// I have a passion for exploring non-traditional relationship dynamics, I've spent years diving into the intricacies of FLRs, learning from personal experiences, and sharing insights with like-minded folks. Thoug…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! //// RE-RELEASE//// I'm taking a deep dive into the world of bondage, exploring its various forms and discussing safety precautions for beginners. I share my own experiences and provides helpful tips for those interested in trying ou…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! /// RE-RELEASE/// (note: the "Housekeeping" section is current, the rest of this episode is legacy content) Hey there, fabulous listener! In this episode, we dive headfirst into our chaotic yet exhilarating journey of celebrating our…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! In this episode of the podcast, I discusses the topic of pegging, a sexual practice where a woman penetrates a man's anus with a strap-on dildo. I provide a brief description of what pegging is and explains that it may not be for eve…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! Let's be honest, I'm hard on myself. So when I say that I'm the Conductor of the Hot Mess Express, it's probably not really that bad. It's just life. That brings up a great point though. Life. Our Female Led Relationship endures "lif…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! ///RE-RELEASE/// In this episode, I dive into the art of rewarding your submissive partner during the holiday season. I explore creative and thoughtful ways to express gratitude, from tangible gestures like foot rubs and special outf…

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! ///NEW EPISODE/// In this episode of our podcast, my subbie and I talk about Domestic Discipline With a focus on humor and growth, We have cultivated a space for open dialogue about the often unspoken challenges in partnerships. Our …

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! ///RE-RELEASE/// As the host of the podcast, I'm not only documenting my steps into a female-led relationship (FLR) I'm sharing it with you, in the hope that anything in any of my episodes is helpful to you! I'm honestly driven by a …

Sadly I cannot respond directly to your text, so please Email me! /// RE-RELEASE /// Let's dig into the intriguing world of male chastity dynamics, with a focus on the my journey through personal experiences and personal insights. I have a passion for exploring non-traditional relationships and pow…